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No matter what other people say and countless of ideas was given to me... ill still be waiting for you and i am looking forward to it. Yes or No leads to two different roads and both these answers brings much difference.

However though, being yes or no, ill still cherish the answer and i respect ur answer. I've been trying not to screw up things so much that i actually forgotten how it 1st felt that i fall in love with you. I've been thinking too much to the point that i didn't care about how u felt and I'm really sorry for being so selfish.

I do hope that this 21st Birthday of mine would be a super memorable one and special to me though but yet again the final decision is still on you girl..Lets just say, Love can be the happiest thing in your life BUT yet again, it could be saddest thing that can happen in your life.

If you're asking me whether i will hurt u....I wudnt hurt the one i loved the most...

I will cherish you till the very day...i leave this world...

As said in title...hope u can sing this song in days to come....and sing it with proud my friend.....be strong.....

Well...this song is originally dedicated to cancer patients all around the world...but sometimes the words are found to be suitable even in our daily life and in this occasion..im dedicating this song to my friends...who are experiencing difficulties and find it hard to overcome these obstacles....just stay strong and never give up...
Beyoncé:
The heart is stronger
Than you think
It's like it can go
Through anything
And even when you think
It can't it finds a way
To still push on
Though

Carrie Underwood:
Sometimes
You want to run away
Ain't got the patience
For the pain
And if you
Don't believe it
Look into
Your heart
The beat goes on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you that

Rihanna/Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall
Dust it off
Don't let up

Sheryl Crow:
Don't you know
You can go
Be your own miracle

Beyoncé:
You need to know

Chorus (Sheryl Crow):
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up

Sheryl Crow/Beyoncé:
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Fergie:
It's like
We all have better days
Problems getting all up
In your face

Leona Lewis:
Just because
You go through it

Fergie:
Don't mean it got
To take control, no

Leona Lewis:
You ain't gotta find
No hiding place

Keyshia Cole:
Because the heart
Can beat the hate

Leona Lewis:
Don't wanna
Let your mind
Keep playin' you

Keyshia Cole:
And sayin' you
Can't go on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you that

Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall

Miley Cyrus:
Dust if off
Don't let up

LeAnn Rimes:
Don't you know you

Natasha Bedingfield:
Can go

LeAnn Rimes:
Be your own

Natasha Bedingfield:
Miracle

Carrie Underwood:
You need to know

(Chorus-All)

Mary J. Blige:
You don't gotta be
A prisoner
In your mind

Ciara:
If you fall
Dust it off

Mary J. Blige:
You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie Underwood:
Yeah

Mary J. Blige:
Let your heart
Be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie:
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Mariah Carey:
And you will know
That you're good
If you trust in the good

Ashanti:
Everything
Will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark
If you follow your heart

Mary J. Blige:
And it will get better

Mariah Carey:
Through whatever

(Chorus All)

Fergie:
You got it in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Ffind it within
Find it within you
Find it within

P/S: All the best in ur test tommorrow and hope to see you soon....hugx...

I hope i did made ur day a happier day and hope i get the right gifts for you though...not mentioning bout the price tag tat is...=.=

I wudn't say what i did in your birthday is the best i could give you but i would rather say it there are more to come...^^ huggies!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIN!!

Being in the place where i am now, is definitely not what i expected
Never would have thought that me and you would end up like this
On this fragile relationship, i wanna be perfect and im sorry for screwing it up
Been thinking of you every single moment even though i miss the very presence of you
Right beside me sitting next to me
I wish i would have been more sensitive and considerate about you

I love you and these feelings are ever true
I would giv up the world just being with you
It doesn’t really matter how we screw things up but its how we patch things up
Hoping you would understand how i felt about you and giving me a chance to love you

I swear it again and again that forever ill be at ur side
Next to you is where I belong now side by side
Faults made into perfection is my promise to you
Please come back to me

I begged, I pleaded......and im waiting for you
A week, a month, a year
How long you need to take...ill be waiting
For a chance to heal this relationship

I’ve been pretending that im fine with my friends
And i couldn’t hold the heartache that im going thru
Thinking how could this happened
The things i used to love to do
Now it seems im doing it blindly
I lost my addiction to drugs
Coz you’re my new addiction
And there is nothing i found to replace you

Friends told me it’s not worth it
But im not letting go because you
You are special, and im not moving a single step

Watching you suffering like this
I cant stand the pain and the guilt
And every morning when i woke up
I whisper a prayer to God
He’ll give you a better day to live on


This is what i wrote when i randomly opens a notepad and started typing yesterday..

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means

I dunno wat to say anymore to u... i guess all i did to uthru out the days i knew u....hope it will end up sumwhere sumhow....im really sorry and this song is all i got to say to you now....ill be waiting...

I cant bear to see the way you are now....forgive me

Its been awhile since i update my blog now....sigh.. desperately need my fon back...ish!! so many things happened these few weeks.... but ill onli post about 1 thing in this post though...