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i guess the reason that i love you for being how you are is just not there anymore love... the very reason that keeps me loving u....the sole reason y u caught my attention all the time....is no more with you...

i see another person in you...and u are not who you are anymore...i cudnt help much now...coz its not my duty anymore...i dont hav the authority anymore... this is where i need to stop loving you... coz i finally realized that im loving the wrong person...and my eyes are open...well...do take care...

Love...u did change a lot...after 2nite...i realized a lot of things that once u weren't aware of...know u knew a lot of stuff... U sounded a lot different from what you used to be... and now...what can i say....u sounded more like a working woman and fighting your way up to the world..climbing the worlds stairs....

I guess if that is what u wanted all this while..i cant really hold u from doing it... its your own choice of will besides...im not in a position to do so too....i really hope u know what u r doing...to be honest with you...I'm sad for you...for not being aware of things u should be aware of.... I guess all i can do is pray for you and one day u will finally realized those things that convincingly will bring u up high but again...it will also will u down faster when u realize that u're wrong...

Im wishing u all the best...and im praying hard that God will be dere for you..remember love...dun tink of urself being so great...coz God can just those things away from you...

i cant sleep 2night...and im missing you...i miss every moment of being with you... im praying hard for you to come bac at my side...pls stop playing with me....please.... U already got ur payback time...its time to come bac home...i will be with you forever...you are my all in all....you can be my queen...and ill be your clown...come on dear...

This song is playin all night long....

Day 7.
Its been day 7 and it seems im getting worst n worst...i dunno y...i still cant let go of u dear...i still cant...and my love is growing stronger n stronger... everyday i've been talkin to myself and avday im dreaming that 1 day u will come back to me.. I just cant live without u and im going crazy for you...please ignore if u ever see my emails...

Im tryin to make your life easier now...

Deep down in my heart... I nvr ask for any1 but you love...its time for u to look at my point of view....

Day 6.
Wake up...Jeng jeng jeng....super sick.....no appetite and no energy....flu like mad...and feverish....darn....dunno wat2do...physically sick and love sick...wat a package....sigh....

Skip church 2day and planned to go bac kampar n rest....but b4 tat went jj....window shopping abit 1st....im plannin to change my image now...muahaha...time to do sumthin to myself....my aim currently....is to get a watch...either guess or fossil and a new fon which looks classy....C905....well....wallet was in my to buy list but now its a bought list...hehe...new Fossil wallet....hmm....fossil watch not tat bad actually..hehe....changing my image....a brand new me....is wat im goin to do....

Day 5.
IM sick....shit....and onli 1 kilkenny did its duty....freakin drunk man.........finally...i can jz let out my feelings out...sori myke..haha....i talked alot 2day...lalala.....

My feeling speaks thru lyrics of songs again....



And i nvr fancy David Archuleta until......he actually sang this....