The Vic's bloG

Remember when u guys were in love??and watever u guys do and where u guys at.....u juz miss the person u love so madly and its like witout the person bside you,you can't just be yourself.....

and wat more....she doesn't show any interest in you...lol....ain't that hard?? its always come in this kinda manner...the person u wanted the most just doesn't seems to care and people that u are not interest....they just keep comin and comin and comin...not to say being selfish but in love we do need to make a decision rite?hehe....

Your heart aches watchin the one u love doesn't bother bout u...and it seems like this love is impossible...am i being confused about what i really want/am i really in love or its just not our destiny???

Well...this past few weeks....i wud hav say im acting weird=.= swt man... i not being myself at times when i see her and it seems everything about her just makes me feel like...happy and she's attractive...

I'm sure whether its a crush or am i really in love with her... i really dunno...and rejection is not what im afraid of..is what the outcome of the rejection after that is what im afraid of...hmm... there are so many things i wanted to say to her but i guess it aint the right time yet and i myself...from the situation... i tink im the only one tepuk sebelah tangan..sigh...i dunno and i sux at sensing all this... Hope i can figure tis out sooner or later...patience is what i need and step by step is wat i need to do....

Taking back my love babeh....



Enrique:
Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

Ciara:
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

Both:
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Enrique:
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love

After this post...everythin will be gone...my hatred and my anger...

Seriously...u hav crossed the line...u have done enuf...and enuf is enuf... you r being inconsiderate and very selfish of urself and most important of all...u are SENSITIVE, OFFENSIVE AND RUDE...

i dunno wat has gone into u but how u reacted today is way too much and i cant stand it anymore... I really dunno wat in the hell i did...so what if i said the word whatever?? Does tat freaking mean that u can just blow up avthin on me??? IF u FIND OFFENSIVE U TALK PROPERLY TO ME!! please look again at the way u msg me....is that how u treat a friend and is that how u asked for help??

PLEASE MIND UR MANNERS.... u farked me just bcoz u're sensitive and u ended up not saying sorry...im proud to say bravo..u're acting like a jerk now...seriously...dun say im being mean to u and not respecting you....u read the msg urself...i was being good and ask a small favor n u freaking letup on me....

You are not being friendly and guess what...i dun freakin mind...i will nvr let u pull my life down again...I WILL NOT...say wat u want to say...and be free to tink of any image of me...i seriously dun care...coz wat u did today...finalize everything i hav concluded bout u....

You say u're not..but time will tell....btw...i do hav my weakness and im proud of it coz i noe which wan i need to improve...im making my way up to the top... and thx for reminding me on how naive and stubborn u are....i guess what i've been trying to say didnt go into ur mind...all u remember is Victor is a farked up person...lalala~~~ now...this is where i shud be saying....WHATEVER!!!

I just got this news and i got the shocked of my life.. Seriously i didnt noe wat to do when i heard this and eventhough i didnt liked her last time but then again...let bygones be bygones and no matter what..she used to be my ex classmate for a year and was once my group assignment mate...time passes and everyone got their own life...

But tonight is not what i've been hoping for...listening to friend during dinner about an accident is like omg... what more after few hours... a friend told me that i knew the person.. the accident goes like this...driving fast..the car spinned and knocked into a lorry parked at the side of the road...doesnt sound serious isnt it?? but the ending said that two back passenger passed away when they are on the way to hospital and that very two passenger was her and her boyfriend..

When i heard this..my heart felt pity and seriously...not happy...i guess thats wat normal forgiving ppl would feel isnt it?hmm...This very post is dedicated to her,her family and also the boyfriend's side..

I would have guessed that both of them died due to mass lost of blood...coz wat was told in the newspaper was that when they were rushed to the kampar hospital, they dont have enough facilities and they need to be transferred to Ipoh...gawd that definately sux to the max...

I wouldnt say they deserve it coz thats not wat i am and i will say my prayers to them coz no matter what happens...a precious life is still a precious life in God's eyes and its definately not for us to decide their or even our own life span and its definitely God's will...

MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCE AND MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES JANICE...YOU WERE A FRIEND AND YOU WERE HU YOU ARE.. GOD BLESS AND REST IN PEACE..

This song is for you....

Finally...Im singing this song..haha... yea babeh....

Been fooling around for the whole weekend...and i still havnt touch my books yet...or shall i called notes...lol.... well...friends came back and suddenly...its like a whole bunch of dem... Myke is in ipoh which is already am for like ages already..haha... gonna miss u soon bro....Chun Pui is back too...Panda is ever ready to come out and a whole bunch of others...loving this weekend man...Kopitiam is the old spot and its always our meeting spot and this weekend...Houz is the chosen place to hang out..haha...

B4 that.... all thanks to Annie and Myke for choosing the suitable watch and also thank you to miss Chun Pui for lepaking with me the night b4 and making me walk damn fast and killing my brain cells to help u pick up a good bday gift for ur friend when JJ is closing..haha...but anyway..thx for the companion..

Been going to houz like 2days in a row... and all is left after the 2days...is beautiful memories and definitely good times...



Showmanship??XD




It all started with both friends since childhood....




And 1 of dem went nuts and got horny...the other was deeply in depression and as time flies....




The other actually went nuts and both of dem became horny...this is wat ppl wud say...horny bastards~!!



And did i say...they aint straight anymore??HAHAHA....



The Couple of the month....



Couple of the Year...=X



Hot Chick with the hornies...xD



Cutie Pie with the hornies as well...



When guys get lonely....dey tend to do s2pid and desperate actions...



AND all things starts well ends well...