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i feel like a stranger in a big city...with no gps to guide me around and no petrol to keep on going on...im just so damn fucking lost... i dun even noe what i want now...hu are my friends are hu are there for me when they need me....i see ppl backstabbing me...i see ppl thinking that they are better me therefore judging me and i see alot of people can do...

i felt like taking a break from everything yet commitments are there making it hard...i tried doing my assignments yet i find it hard to be finished... i guess i changed too much...i guess i abandon my friends in kampar too much.... but now when i free it seems like i need them the most...

Everything now i am what i am now...im so close to give up everything i have...im so close to just stop my life as what it is and making the end of me...just so close to everything that i do not want to do...all my plans are so closed to give up on.....just this tiny dot close...

I think I've already lost you I think you're already gone I think I'm finally scared now You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong I think you're already leaving Feels like your hand is on the door I thought this place was an empire But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm just scared - I think too much I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home There's an awful lot of breathing room But I can hardly move If you're gone - baby you need to come home Cuz there's a little bit of something me In everything in you I bet you're hard to get over I bet the room just won't shine I bet my hands I can stay here I bet you need - more than you mind

I would die to sing this song with you for a day......i would just die....

Well, after 2years of unsatisfied services from westlake management, finally the whole top floor decided to shift out..some finishing the diploma like Tzehoe and Vsern is going off on an internship..others decided to move out which is me, yama, waikeong and hongweng...

2day is the day i fully shifted to Bernard's place in eastlake...everything is in a mess now and it will take me sumtime to sort things out and things which is not in use anymore back to ipoh..

anyway...2days ago....wai keong has this weird hobby just like wyip last time where they liked to collect empty cigarettes boxes and when he was packing...he decided to throw away all the boxes...and while i was still sleeping, he throwed at the freakin wrong place...zzzz...

Its week 14 already...God Dammit!! and still got one last presentation to go on!! Groupmates are freaking carefree and blame it on me for being a noob in the assignment!!sigh...dunno wat to do....

Well...next 2weeks is already dooms day for this semester and i still havnt ready yet...sigh....have to push myself already now....sucky.....cant wait to finish up everything and cool down myself....would really prefer a great outing with my buddies though...lol....

hi guys....well...its gonna be 6am now and i was going go sleep....but suddenly i found sumthing super duper cool.... i was reading chin eng's blog and saw....he wanted to watch Ice Kacang Puppy Love!!




That WAS the movie i once acted as one of the KLF(sampingan lor :p) Well all i can do i just hope that they dun freaking cut out the scene where i acted coz i only appeared once...lol... This is the trailer for the movie...go watch go watch....haha...im so full of myself now...shit....xD sowee sowee...sounded

Nicole has found her new owners which is mabel and weihoe...

And i got Nemo in to the family....hehe....loving Nemo so much but still...the configurations....are still alot more to learn!@@