Posted in By VicLoke 0 comments

i feel like a stranger in a big city...with no gps to guide me around and no petrol to keep on going on...im just so damn fucking lost... i dun even noe what i want now...hu are my friends are hu are there for me when they need me....i see ppl backstabbing me...i see ppl thinking that they are better me therefore judging me and i see alot of people can do...

i felt like taking a break from everything yet commitments are there making it hard...i tried doing my assignments yet i find it hard to be finished... i guess i changed too much...i guess i abandon my friends in kampar too much.... but now when i free it seems like i need them the most...

Everything now i am what i am now...im so close to give up everything i have...im so close to just stop my life as what it is and making the end of me...just so close to everything that i do not want to do...all my plans are so closed to give up on.....just this tiny dot close...