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After this post...everythin will be gone...my hatred and my anger...

Seriously...u hav crossed the line...u have done enuf...and enuf is enuf... you r being inconsiderate and very selfish of urself and most important of all...u are SENSITIVE, OFFENSIVE AND RUDE...

i dunno wat has gone into u but how u reacted today is way too much and i cant stand it anymore... I really dunno wat in the hell i did...so what if i said the word whatever?? Does tat freaking mean that u can just blow up avthin on me??? IF u FIND OFFENSIVE U TALK PROPERLY TO ME!! please look again at the way u msg me....is that how u treat a friend and is that how u asked for help??

PLEASE MIND UR MANNERS.... u farked me just bcoz u're sensitive and u ended up not saying sorry...im proud to say bravo..u're acting like a jerk now...seriously...dun say im being mean to u and not respecting you....u read the msg urself...i was being good and ask a small favor n u freaking letup on me....

You are not being friendly and guess what...i dun freakin mind...i will nvr let u pull my life down again...I WILL NOT...say wat u want to say...and be free to tink of any image of me...i seriously dun care...coz wat u did today...finalize everything i hav concluded bout u....

You say u're not..but time will tell....btw...i do hav my weakness and im proud of it coz i noe which wan i need to improve...im making my way up to the top... and thx for reminding me on how naive and stubborn u are....i guess what i've been trying to say didnt go into ur mind...all u remember is Victor is a farked up person...lalala~~~ now...this is where i shud be saying....WHATEVER!!!

I just got this news and i got the shocked of my life.. Seriously i didnt noe wat to do when i heard this and eventhough i didnt liked her last time but then again...let bygones be bygones and no matter what..she used to be my ex classmate for a year and was once my group assignment mate...time passes and everyone got their own life...

But tonight is not what i've been hoping for...listening to friend during dinner about an accident is like omg... what more after few hours... a friend told me that i knew the person.. the accident goes like this...driving fast..the car spinned and knocked into a lorry parked at the side of the road...doesnt sound serious isnt it?? but the ending said that two back passenger passed away when they are on the way to hospital and that very two passenger was her and her boyfriend..

When i heard this..my heart felt pity and seriously...not happy...i guess thats wat normal forgiving ppl would feel isnt it?hmm...This very post is dedicated to her,her family and also the boyfriend's side..

I would have guessed that both of them died due to mass lost of blood...coz wat was told in the newspaper was that when they were rushed to the kampar hospital, they dont have enough facilities and they need to be transferred to Ipoh...gawd that definately sux to the max...

I wouldnt say they deserve it coz thats not wat i am and i will say my prayers to them coz no matter what happens...a precious life is still a precious life in God's eyes and its definately not for us to decide their or even our own life span and its definitely God's will...

MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCE AND MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES JANICE...YOU WERE A FRIEND AND YOU WERE HU YOU ARE.. GOD BLESS AND REST IN PEACE..

This song is for you....

Finally...Im singing this song..haha... yea babeh....

Been fooling around for the whole weekend...and i still havnt touch my books yet...or shall i called notes...lol.... well...friends came back and suddenly...its like a whole bunch of dem... Myke is in ipoh which is already am for like ages already..haha... gonna miss u soon bro....Chun Pui is back too...Panda is ever ready to come out and a whole bunch of others...loving this weekend man...Kopitiam is the old spot and its always our meeting spot and this weekend...Houz is the chosen place to hang out..haha...

B4 that.... all thanks to Annie and Myke for choosing the suitable watch and also thank you to miss Chun Pui for lepaking with me the night b4 and making me walk damn fast and killing my brain cells to help u pick up a good bday gift for ur friend when JJ is closing..haha...but anyway..thx for the companion..

Been going to houz like 2days in a row... and all is left after the 2days...is beautiful memories and definitely good times...



Showmanship??XD




It all started with both friends since childhood....




And 1 of dem went nuts and got horny...the other was deeply in depression and as time flies....




The other actually went nuts and both of dem became horny...this is wat ppl wud say...horny bastards~!!



And did i say...they aint straight anymore??HAHAHA....



The Couple of the month....



Couple of the Year...=X



Hot Chick with the hornies...xD



Cutie Pie with the hornies as well...



When guys get lonely....dey tend to do s2pid and desperate actions...



AND all things starts well ends well...

I guess i did provoke u in a way or another.... sorry if i did but all i said was just my point of view... U changed my life and i appreciate it... i guess here ends my stop of waiting for you... U'll have peace from now onwards...u have all my blessings in ur life... thats all i can do... BUT ABOVE ALL... THIS WHOLE JOURNEY...IS WORTH THE FIGHT....I love you...



I've been alone so many nights now,
And I've been waitin' for the stars to fall.
I keep holdin' out for what I don't know
To be with you, just to be with you.

So here I am staring at the moon tonight,
Wondering how you look in this light.
Maybe you're somewhere thinkin' about me too.
To be with you, there's nothing I wouldn't do.

And I can't imagine two worlds spinnin' apart
Come together eventually..


And when we finally meet, I'll know it's right.
I'll be at the end of my restless road.
But this journey, it was worth the fight.
To be with you, just to be...

Holding you for the very first time, never letting go.
What I wouldn't give to feel that way... Ooohh...

Oh, to be with you...

Oh, and I can't imagine two worlds spinnin' apart
Come together eventually.

And when you're standin' here in front of me,
That's when I know that God does exist.
'Cause He will have answered every single prayer.
To be with you, just to be with you, yeah. You....

i guess the reason that i love you for being how you are is just not there anymore love... the very reason that keeps me loving u....the sole reason y u caught my attention all the time....is no more with you...

i see another person in you...and u are not who you are anymore...i cudnt help much now...coz its not my duty anymore...i dont hav the authority anymore... this is where i need to stop loving you... coz i finally realized that im loving the wrong person...and my eyes are open...well...do take care...

Love...u did change a lot...after 2nite...i realized a lot of things that once u weren't aware of...know u knew a lot of stuff... U sounded a lot different from what you used to be... and now...what can i say....u sounded more like a working woman and fighting your way up to the world..climbing the worlds stairs....

I guess if that is what u wanted all this while..i cant really hold u from doing it... its your own choice of will besides...im not in a position to do so too....i really hope u know what u r doing...to be honest with you...I'm sad for you...for not being aware of things u should be aware of.... I guess all i can do is pray for you and one day u will finally realized those things that convincingly will bring u up high but again...it will also will u down faster when u realize that u're wrong...

Im wishing u all the best...and im praying hard that God will be dere for you..remember love...dun tink of urself being so great...coz God can just those things away from you...

i cant sleep 2night...and im missing you...i miss every moment of being with you... im praying hard for you to come bac at my side...pls stop playing with me....please.... U already got ur payback time...its time to come bac home...i will be with you forever...you are my all in all....you can be my queen...and ill be your clown...come on dear...

This song is playin all night long....

Day 7.
Its been day 7 and it seems im getting worst n worst...i dunno y...i still cant let go of u dear...i still cant...and my love is growing stronger n stronger... everyday i've been talkin to myself and avday im dreaming that 1 day u will come back to me.. I just cant live without u and im going crazy for you...please ignore if u ever see my emails...

Im tryin to make your life easier now...

Deep down in my heart... I nvr ask for any1 but you love...its time for u to look at my point of view....

Day 6.
Wake up...Jeng jeng jeng....super sick.....no appetite and no energy....flu like mad...and feverish....darn....dunno wat2do...physically sick and love sick...wat a package....sigh....

Skip church 2day and planned to go bac kampar n rest....but b4 tat went jj....window shopping abit 1st....im plannin to change my image now...muahaha...time to do sumthin to myself....my aim currently....is to get a watch...either guess or fossil and a new fon which looks classy....C905....well....wallet was in my to buy list but now its a bought list...hehe...new Fossil wallet....hmm....fossil watch not tat bad actually..hehe....changing my image....a brand new me....is wat im goin to do....