Am i all alone
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To me...friends are everything and my friends are important to me...but how many of them actually puts u as priority as you did?? how many treats u way special as how u treat them?? Being silent behind the scene is what im always been and ive seen alot... How many friends took granted and how many friends take advantages of you..
Is that wat life is all about??some friends are more extreme...they gain superiority of you and make u follow wat they say...
Till now...im already doubting...is friends around u that important or the loved ones that important??is ur girlfriend important to u as they might be the one and onli soulmate u'll ever get or your friends tat will be your friends until the end?? which wan will you choose???
Getting ur gf to noe ur friends may just be the solution....well at least that was wat i thought... ive been doing that due to examples ive seen but wat happens you and that girl cant make it...wat happens if u get dumped by ur gf and most of ur friends thinks its our fault??
and after that it seems that everything is fine and back to normal...your friends starts plans without u and soon enuf u find out those plans are with ur ex...and here i am all alone....the onli chance where i tot me and you can be like normal friends but the next thing i found out is that u cant take care of urself and i was told that is because of me...WTF??!!
I just feel awful and pain in the ass being here back in ipoh...i really dun wish to come back at times....i wish to just start all over again and be alone...sorry for all the ranting and self-pity but it just feels that way now...
how many are there to be ur side and how many will laugh at u saying...aiya...its like tat ge lar...and just went missing...
Is that wat life is all about??some friends are more extreme...they gain superiority of you and make u follow wat they say...
Till now...im already doubting...is friends around u that important or the loved ones that important??is ur girlfriend important to u as they might be the one and onli soulmate u'll ever get or your friends tat will be your friends until the end?? which wan will you choose???
Getting ur gf to noe ur friends may just be the solution....well at least that was wat i thought... ive been doing that due to examples ive seen but wat happens you and that girl cant make it...wat happens if u get dumped by ur gf and most of ur friends thinks its our fault??
and after that it seems that everything is fine and back to normal...your friends starts plans without u and soon enuf u find out those plans are with ur ex...and here i am all alone....the onli chance where i tot me and you can be like normal friends but the next thing i found out is that u cant take care of urself and i was told that is because of me...WTF??!!
I just feel awful and pain in the ass being here back in ipoh...i really dun wish to come back at times....i wish to just start all over again and be alone...sorry for all the ranting and self-pity but it just feels that way now...
how many are there to be ur side and how many will laugh at u saying...aiya...its like tat ge lar...and just went missing...
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