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I'm Loving my new stuff on my desktop!!




A DARN COOL PACKAGING!!!




This is how it looks like with icy blue...



And then it starts to change its colors....oh lovely!!




Getting another Razer and be part of the group?? nah.....Roccat is the new thingXD!!!

How come I have come to love you?
How come I've ended up like this?
How come I'm in such a distress?
How come I'm such a fool like this?

I never knew it would be like this
I'm tired again,just waiting for you
So many tragic guys around you
I didn't want to become one of them
I figure myself out when I'm watching you
I lost control of my firm mind

If you would just call me "oh my honey"
I'm there right before you with no hesitation

You're so beautiful and when I look at you
I get dizzy
You're so so mean you're smiling like you don't know anything

Everybody stops me, whenever we talk about you
But I can't control my feelings
Whenever I'm thinking about you, I'm always smiling
Even though I'm wondering day by day,
I can't figure you out

Just say it to me "oh my darling"
With all those guys by your side,
Don't you get fed up?

Even though I like you more than you like me,
Please don't be nasty,
It's crazy my heart gets bigger
What should I do?
I'm only in love with you
Please tell me that you love me too

How come you were born like that?
How come you've stolen my heart?
How come you've came up in my life?
How come you've made me love you?

I really find it s2pid...i guess i really am...

To me...friends are everything and my friends are important to me...but how many of them actually puts u as priority as you did?? how many treats u way special as how u treat them?? Being silent behind the scene is what im always been and ive seen alot... How many friends took granted and how many friends take advantages of you..

Is that wat life is all about??some friends are more extreme...they gain superiority of you and make u follow wat they say...

Till now...im already doubting...is friends around u that important or the loved ones that important??is ur girlfriend important to u as they might be the one and onli soulmate u'll ever get or your friends tat will be your friends until the end?? which wan will you choose???

Getting ur gf to noe ur friends may just be the solution....well at least that was wat i thought... ive been doing that due to examples ive seen but wat happens you and that girl cant make it...wat happens if u get dumped by ur gf and most of ur friends thinks its our fault??

and after that it seems that everything is fine and back to normal...your friends starts plans without u and soon enuf u find out those plans are with ur ex...and here i am all alone....the onli chance where i tot me and you can be like normal friends but the next thing i found out is that u cant take care of urself and i was told that is because of me...WTF??!!

I just feel awful and pain in the ass being here back in ipoh...i really dun wish to come back at times....i wish to just start all over again and be alone...sorry for all the ranting and self-pity but it just feels that way now...

how many are there to be ur side and how many will laugh at u saying...aiya...its like tat ge lar...and just went missing...

this question always pop out in my mind...how hard can it be??it challenges you every single time you said it....and yea sometimes it can be very hard...and i fall so many times to take up this challenge...

how hard can it be to love someone that actually tells u that she's in love with another person?? how hard can it be to hear everything she said is about that person and ure there just beside her....

I seriously find it fucking hard... ive fall countless of times just to keep myself in one piece.. i guess the love isnt just enough...i do not know....the lil things that were inside me tells me that u'll come to me one day but i never know how long should i wait...

I missed u so much and yet...i dunno wat should i do.... i cant say i love you anymore coz it hurts me when i look at you thinking of another person...will i ever be in ur heart to stay and to be with u??

im pulling out from this blackhole... it aint matter anot about waiting for you or not...im not gonna be waiting whole life for you...sorry and im out of here...peace out girl...

believe it or not i just cant stop listening to this song by lee hyori....wayyyyy to much to let go of this song............

No matter wat....no matter wat comes in my way now.....Studies come 1st.... Pushing it all the way up!!

Seriously i do not know wat to type on this 100th post in my blog...lol... my life aint happening compared to last time... So just me write out wats on my mind...WARNING : Pure randomness!!!

finals are comin as usual every end of the sem and this period is the most fucked up part of my life.

I believe that my life has slowly revealing itself to me and what the real world is all about.... all i see is hypocrites are everywhere...so common until u can say its they are like just dirt on the ground. That's how common it is....and i believe that all we can do is just play your game smart and go to the clean side..

There is this old wise man told me before that when im once in the working world...you are bound to meet backstabber aka dirty cheap bastards that will just fuck u rite up infront of your boss to get themselves a better place and the best way is to prove them wrong by your results of the work..

However, its heart broken to see that some of my working friends applied that cheap shit thing in their worklife to get a better position and i find that maybe they're desperate...well who wouldn't? the bottom line is that they just fucked up their own principles and threw their own reputation down the drain...

Talking about love...hmm.... its been a roller coaster ride for me in this topic....experienced so many and unexpected things in my love life..lol..sumtimes i find it funny...sometimes sad and sumtimes the feeling of i dont wanna give up just yet

Love is wonderful but yet at the same time its so complicating...humans are already complicating to the extend only God noes how to handle us...wat more a human trying to understand a human=____=

A girl told me that eventhough the boy she liked had a gf and she doesnt wanna give up on him.... At 1st i was like wtf?? wat an dumb girl....but yet again when i try to understand her...i find that yea...mayb i do understand her...coz ive been thru it.. i know how hard it is to face the reality and the truth hurts...but i do want to tell her that... its not worth it(everyone wud say this) and pls do not live in denial...at the end of the day.... you'll feel like shit and i do mean LIKE SHIT after the guy played u up and fuck u off from his life.... and the closest people to you will have to clean up that shit...

BUT....one can never learn the lesson of life witout going thru it...onli after that..the girl will learn not to fall for these kinda people... It hurts especially when i myself loved that girl...Its like a slightness shine of hope at the end of the tunnel ure in...giving up the onli hope and yet its like going further and further..

Love is just so unpredictable and yet fragile at the same time.....So cherish the ones you have and do your best so you'll never regret that u'll lose that person....

Thx for reading all these nonsense ive wrote....==" pure randomness on my 100th post.....FML

It would be wrong for me to say.....
I don't need you by my side
I don't need you in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold you when you cry

And i would not want to say that....
I don't want to say you're my kind
I don't want to say that you're mine
I don't want to tell you that
I love you more than life

Unbelievable that this song matches every single detail what my hearts want to say out...im singing this song all the way....

without you its gonna be lonely
so lets make the most of tonight
did i ever say you were the only... one who could make it alright
now i don't know when i'm gonna see you again
cant you take my mind off the pain?

so just make a move you've got nothing to lose, no

here i am, take a chance
what are you waiting for?
im telling you as a friend, we could be so much more
i never thought anyone ever could make me feel this way
so make my day!

dont make me feel stupid don't say i was wrong
building this up in my mind for so long
now our times running out so you got to be strong
if you wanna make this right break the ice
dont think twice, take me away!
what are you waiting for?

the very symbol <3 it's a simple symbol composed of two important components in a relationship:
*love and less than three*
It means that love is less than three and it has no space for third party.

A new found direction in my life... Been thinking and recovering and finally back on my feet... for this 22years ive been on these earth....I've been exposed quite alot eventhough there is still so much to learn...haha....

Now since im back with both my feet on the ground its time to move on... ready to run and ready to go across any obstacle...

i feel like a stranger in a big city...with no gps to guide me around and no petrol to keep on going on...im just so damn fucking lost... i dun even noe what i want now...hu are my friends are hu are there for me when they need me....i see ppl backstabbing me...i see ppl thinking that they are better me therefore judging me and i see alot of people can do...

i felt like taking a break from everything yet commitments are there making it hard...i tried doing my assignments yet i find it hard to be finished... i guess i changed too much...i guess i abandon my friends in kampar too much.... but now when i free it seems like i need them the most...

Everything now i am what i am now...im so close to give up everything i have...im so close to just stop my life as what it is and making the end of me...just so close to everything that i do not want to do...all my plans are so closed to give up on.....just this tiny dot close...

I think I've already lost you I think you're already gone I think I'm finally scared now You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong I think you're already leaving Feels like your hand is on the door I thought this place was an empire But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm just scared - I think too much I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home There's an awful lot of breathing room But I can hardly move If you're gone - baby you need to come home Cuz there's a little bit of something me In everything in you I bet you're hard to get over I bet the room just won't shine I bet my hands I can stay here I bet you need - more than you mind

I would die to sing this song with you for a day......i would just die....

Well, after 2years of unsatisfied services from westlake management, finally the whole top floor decided to shift out..some finishing the diploma like Tzehoe and Vsern is going off on an internship..others decided to move out which is me, yama, waikeong and hongweng...

2day is the day i fully shifted to Bernard's place in eastlake...everything is in a mess now and it will take me sumtime to sort things out and things which is not in use anymore back to ipoh..

anyway...2days ago....wai keong has this weird hobby just like wyip last time where they liked to collect empty cigarettes boxes and when he was packing...he decided to throw away all the boxes...and while i was still sleeping, he throwed at the freakin wrong place...zzzz...

Its week 14 already...God Dammit!! and still got one last presentation to go on!! Groupmates are freaking carefree and blame it on me for being a noob in the assignment!!sigh...dunno wat to do....

Well...next 2weeks is already dooms day for this semester and i still havnt ready yet...sigh....have to push myself already now....sucky.....cant wait to finish up everything and cool down myself....would really prefer a great outing with my buddies though...lol....

hi guys....well...its gonna be 6am now and i was going go sleep....but suddenly i found sumthing super duper cool.... i was reading chin eng's blog and saw....he wanted to watch Ice Kacang Puppy Love!!




That WAS the movie i once acted as one of the KLF(sampingan lor :p) Well all i can do i just hope that they dun freaking cut out the scene where i acted coz i only appeared once...lol... This is the trailer for the movie...go watch go watch....haha...im so full of myself now...shit....xD sowee sowee...sounded

Nicole has found her new owners which is mabel and weihoe...

And i got Nemo in to the family....hehe....loving Nemo so much but still...the configurations....are still alot more to learn!@@

Test is on 3 in the evening and im still..................... studied but still empty...@@"" its like my left brain fighting with right brain like tat....left brain wanna study but right brain say tired....wthell....

=.= i dunwanna fail but no drive to study.....fml fml~~!!

ALRITE....PICS ARE UPLOAD...ALL OF THEM.....I'll let u guys do the stories ok??haha.....